Tuesday, 9 April 2013

I've hit rock bottom

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Blouse - Forever 21
Shorts - Topshop
Shoes - Topshop
Wallet - Kate Spade

" Once you've hit rock bottom, all you can do is try to pick yourself up. "

I didn't think it would feel/be this bad.
I miss you. I miss you dearly.
It all just keeps replaying over and over again in my mind, like it's automatically trying to figure out what went wrong.
How could you just leave? How could you just leave like that - like it was nothing?
I'm drowning in my thoughts. They won't leave me alone. They cloud my mind like an endless parade.
I can't shut them out. And it's fucking torturous.
But I've hit rock bottom. And now all i can do is try my best to pick myself up. 
Or i'll be stuck in this state for as long as i live. 
I'm not saying it will be easy. It'll be so hard.
But i'm stronger than this.
Endure this pain, put a smile on your face. Pretend you're happy and soon you'll be numb to all of it.
You can do this.


  1. love your heels <3

  2. Wow love this outfit of yours. I really love your shot when you were like off balance and about to fall. Love that shot! Great look, love it. I wouldn't ask for more. ♥ Followed your blog already ♥


  3. your shoes won my heart!! <3
    Maybe we can follow each?
    Let me know, you cute!

    Wulan Wu on http://bootsydoopsy.blogspot.com/