Tuesday, 9 April 2013

I've hit rock bottom

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Blouse - Forever 21
Shorts - Topshop
Shoes - Topshop
Wallet - Kate Spade

" Once you've hit rock bottom, all you can do is try to pick yourself up. "

I didn't think it would feel/be this bad.
I miss you. I miss you dearly.
It all just keeps replaying over and over again in my mind, like it's automatically trying to figure out what went wrong.
How could you just leave? How could you just leave like that - like it was nothing?
I'm drowning in my thoughts. They won't leave me alone. They cloud my mind like an endless parade.
I can't shut them out. And it's fucking torturous.
But I've hit rock bottom. And now all i can do is try my best to pick myself up. 
Or i'll be stuck in this state for as long as i live. 
I'm not saying it will be easy. It'll be so hard.
But i'm stronger than this.
Endure this pain, put a smile on your face. Pretend you're happy and soon you'll be numb to all of it.
You can do this.

Sunday, 7 April 2013

We're standing on a tiny ledge

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Crop Top - Topshop
Denim Shorts - Levis
Blazer - RWB
Shoes - Topshop
Bag - Topshop
Necklace - Diva
Cuffs - Bangkok, Thailand

Sorry i haven't blogged in ages, i have been too busy! 
Here's an outfit i put together about a month ago. Finally got to wear my white blazer (which i absolutely love) which i got from RWB months ago.
How have all of you been doing? School is starting soon for me, and i'm feeling nervous and excited. Yet, i really don't want my holidays to end just yet. 
Yes, 6 months of holidays is just not enough ;)

The Script concert tonight, can't wait! x

" Work on finding happiness from within, then you will definitely find it in the world "

Tuesday, 2 April 2013

Too young, too dumb to realise

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T Shirt - Giyongchy
Striped Shorts - Bangkok, Thailand
Hellraisers - UNIF(i)
Bag - Topshop
Cuff - Bangkok, Thailand
Rings - Flea

" I can see the pain behind your eyes, it's been there for quite awhile. "

Monday, 1 April 2013

I don't know why but you got me thinking of you

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Open Back Dress (Worn as a top) - Nastygal
Floral Skirt - Coming up on ShopMode
Booties - Online
Bag - Topshop
Cuff - Bangkok, Thailand

" I am in love with the presence of your words and the feel of your existence. But I'm not in love with you. "